I hate my Lymes Disease. I wish I never even heard that I had it. I feel like I am always blaming this thing and am constantly feeling depressed over it. I don't like that I don't feel motivated to study, do homework or just be self-displined. I get frustrated easily and I hate when James does my homework without helping me to understand what I am supposed to be doing. I know that he is trying to help but when he tries to tell me I get very frustrated because my Lyme brain doesn't want to listen-doesn't want to learn.