Thursday, November 1, 2012

Stupid Life!

Oh thank you Amazon employee who screwed up my order so now I am paying for 40 bucks worth of books that will not arrive in time so i won't be able to do my homework assignment even though you said that everything would come in on time! Oh and you know just make my life crappier! I thought you were supposed to fix my problems! not make them worse!

Little white moth

When my dad died I got so numb to it that I started believing it wasn't real. That he would come back. But after feeling his last heart beat I knew that wouldn't happen even though I prayed very very hard that he would magically come back to life. A couple of months later my friends and I went toobing and this large white moth was in the water and I went and saved it and tried to keep it alive. But eventually the water knocked him off and I tried looking everywhere for the stupid thing and couldn't find it. My friends thought I was pathetic to save such a small creature but I didn't care. I realize that I hadn't let go of my dad yet. Even the smallest moth made me cry when I lost it. And watching this movie (We Bought a Zoo) reminded me that those small moments in life are what count.