Mom has Lyme disease, had irregular heart beats,
I have a new crappy manager, an athletic director that won't put an appeal in to see if I can still be on the tennis team, I can't play now any tournaments or matches, last January my close friend/ next door neighbor Mr. Jim died, I have been bullied from a very young age up to high school. It could go on and on and I have tried staying positive for all the bull shit people have been saying to me all the rudeness and immaturity of people; weather it be at work, at school or at home.
My life has had some great things happen. And from what I have heard, things have to be getting worse before they can get better. Just like a bruise. I hope that it produces a positive effect in the end, but until that day I need people saying more then "stay positive" or "it will be okay", "it will be just fine and dandy", but in real life things are not just fine and dandy so quit saying lies, it's not going help. An stop saying "sorry about your dad or mom or your life" it's not going to change anything, it's not going to make me want to feel sorry for you saying sorry to me. And listening to muse right now its helping me make this writing a little more less tense to write.
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