Slow moe

Time seems like it is taking forever. It has been only two hours and I have two to three more. When I'm with Jeff time moves like fast forward.

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The End?

'The Lyme bacteria gives off a chemcial toxin when it dies. When the antibiotics start killing them, the toxin levels in your body will soar and the symptoms can become intense. Physical symptoms include pain, numbness, swelling, tremors, and a myriad of others if internal organs are significantly affected. The toxin affects your mind as well. Typical symptoms include insomnia, confusion, disorientation, depression, anxiety and panic attacks. These will all go away as you get well!'

He is always one step ahead of me..

In His Eyes

Jeff speaking from now till infinity


When I was in South Korea I visited a holy man, with whom I shared a stone I had kept for years; a garnet. Deep blood red, it was cast in the ventricles of my heart as it still appears to this day. To the Country I had lost many friends and allies, and I was feeling distraught. I sought from him advisement, and what he told me I never forgot.


The stone contains a piece of your heart. As a man who walks with the burden of warfare, you will not come out of these times in one piece. The men you know will be swallowed. They cannot bear the brunt of what is to be forever. You will lose them. You will not lose this stone. She is close. Be patient, and the beast of the world shall take those that you love. She has already consumed more than you needed to give, but you will find the love. Trust in you, the stone as well. Give it only to the one that will stand by your side always. I am sorry for you. I wish I had another way for you to act.

Saturdays Beach Trip, Sunday, Home and my other Home

The day before my family leaves to go home (Saturday) my family and I decide to play miniature golf since we didn't get to go to Charleston. I actually got along with my siblings and enjoyed getting teased instead of the usual bickering which was nice. We then got frozen yogurt at FroYoz and then dinner at this delicious Mexican restaurant. After everyone gets a food coma we go back to Lucho's place and relax outside on the lounge chairs. I eventually got bored and started to take pictures of this duck/rooster bird thing and of the swans. I also found this lizard that I took a few shots of and I tried catching it to. Not much success on my part but it was still fun. :)

And since I didn't feel like sleeping Jeff and I decided to talk. Even though we didn't have  much to say (besides the Amanda thing) I still enjoyed speaking with him. And it's good we had some time apart because it made me realize how much I really did miss him. :)

It seemed like it took forever to get home and Jeff promised to meet me when I got home. He actually turned into our development before us. I even hopped out of the car just as my mother parked to it and ran to hug him. I hugged him a whole freaking lot and I couldn't stop smiling. :)))))) <--- :="" nbsp="" p="" remember="" smile="" super="" the="">
He spent the night on the couch and I went to his place for three days to make up for time lost. I learned a lot more about his room mates and him. I cannot believe I stayed there for so long but I wasn't bored. Even when I was there I felt happy, protected, needed, loved. Things that have slipped away for the last three years in my family. I love feeling loved and cared for. He really is my other half. When I'm scared he takes the lead and helps me get through the rough spots. Oh and on a side note my mother loves him and I think he's part of the family now. (Especially if he  continues to help cook and help around the house.) :)

Anyway... Goodbye for now and sleep tight- don't let the bed bugs bite.