I can't even be a good wife

 I can't even be a good wife. 

I had a rough day at work. I got scratched, hit and yelled at. I don't belong at a school where they don't want me. I hear rumors about me. I hear how the principal is nice to some people but not to support staff. I don't know what I did to make her not like me but here we are. I feel like I'm useless. No one wants me besides my family. I want to stay home and be a mom. I can't even do that. I need to stay at North Frederick for Sophia's sake but it's so challenging this year. They say to take it day by day but I don't think I can even do that.