All I Need is a Helping Hand- God is with me Now.

"Why does my heart not quiver when you are near, but when you are away it feels like a thousand shattered pieces of glass cascading down my face."










The message I sent on FaceBook:

"I miss you so much. I wish you came this weekend. That would've made my week go by so much faster

I don't like when your not here and when you do not respond

it's so much harder getting through the week."

And yet he does not respond and it hurts me a little more inside. I've been able to dull the pain but sometimes I wish he wouldn't lie and say he actually was leaving, when instead he does not. I wish he would say what he feels. I wish that he would say anything to me. But silence prevails. I miss him and I hate him for giving me so much grief when all I need the most right now is love and support.